Wellfleet, at their grandfather’s
two perfect horseshoe crabs
adorn the table
of the uninhabited house
while he’s in Florida
in the fridge, Heineken dark
“your surprise” – available across the highway
Wellfleet and just think
oysters or the saltmarsh
sunlight breaks through
my desire to travel lighter than this
unlike the children
an array of silver cups, a blinding turn
the chameleon hiding nowhere
but itself or the air, last week:
“You don’t look happy these days”
also: “What do you want from me?”
how I wish I could answer the latter
pine / oak / locust scrub
“tick country” even the lawn
tiny green acorns
dry cranberry bushes, as part of the groundcover
in his yard } in the house
sand everywhere the arranged ginger jars
the grass brown his collection
with pine needles Rookwood Pottery, at least
the book
patch of mussels, each one the size of a pea
round brick
worn by the ocean
of course if we lean back, even nearly at shoreline
the water’s over our heads
water taller than I am
is the problem
or water that sweeps you
off your feet in this ocean so clear
we see fish swimming past us – one
a striper two feet long, the other a cod,
halibut, mackerel – I don’t know fish, really
bigger than my daughter beside me
just days past twelve
what kind of life has this been?
with flashes of brilliance, just enough
remaining for harvest
her knife, sharp and long
sailing into the wind
repeatedly, returning and now
through the years
windowpanes
two over two
traditionally
live our lives
one, in a denim jacket
while the other, in a blue swimsuit
nap in clear breeze
I wonder how people fall asleep in the sun
in chairs, at that
Rachel, my wife, informs me of changes
how so much has overgrown now
she no longer sees the saltmarsh or cove
from the dining room, even traces
of Reenie’s garden have vanished
ever dutiful, busily Rachel thins hostas and day lilies
where Grandpa has taken an ax to their roots
“and I came to the Cape for this?” but the motion
grounds her in a way the surf grounds me
blue sky, blue ocean
warm water compared to Maine
choppy surf “knocks a child over”
happened once and now Rachel won’t
bring them back here but prefers
bayside, where the water’s warmer
I believe her, yet
when we walk the road to the Atlantic full on
she observes
overgrowth around cottages and houses
is often quite pronounced
to go with the windswept, cracked gray of dunes cabins
and the ever present shake siding
all night, all day
the highway mocks
the surf’s rhythm
in the swells with Megan, she snarls
“I thought you said it was warm”
“warmer than Maine!”
and laments the waves aren’t bigger
though they knock us off our feet and
fill our suits with small gravel
(viz Grandpa’s bathroom floor after her shower)
turning overcast, trying to spit rain
cool, too
no swimmers but three dozen surfers in one stretch
kids sledding on the dune cliffs
30 feet, maybe, the low spots
100 in others
a seal, faroff, away from the surfboarders
feel the sun now, too much on my face
wind and wind gong
fiddler crab and mussels
the saltmarsh tide turning
chalk and slate outside the general store
oak, pine, and locust trees
a mole scurrying along the foundation
all these beachcombers
tomorrow expect no one
after the weekend
“we’ll take you back”
the waves cackle and rage
will the kid ever learn, packing a whole suitcase for herself
(too much and still no swimsuit)
for a short trip?
morning water cold but great breakers,
a great workout, knocked over, body slams –
lose my trunks once, saved at the ankles
fortunately, out of season
surf calms but still choppy, very windy
a seal head appears, just briefly
Sunday morning, clearly the last swim of the season
a record amount of rain for the month
Hurricane Wilma decaying offshore
kicked up quite a show here
twenty-foot swells crashing on the rocks
Poem copyright 2016 by Jnana Hodson
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