The fact is I’ve gone through much of life with a vague sense of incomprehension or at least in a blur.
Perhaps I shouldn’t care, either?
You never know what we'll churn up in cleaning a stall
The fact is I’ve gone through much of life with a vague sense of incomprehension or at least in a blur.
Perhaps I shouldn’t care, either?

I remember hearing the poet Gary Snyder back in the late ‘70s talking about his years in Japan and some of the cuisine he discovered, not that he exactly used the artsy menu term.
Sushi? My, how times have changed! I just wish we had a seafood bar of note here in Sunrise County.
Even if I do create a rather acclaimed sashimi.
Like an editor staring over a reporter’s shoulder as a news story comes together?
Just what are you doing, anyway?
Even with a saw and hammer?
No, not the Library of Congress or Manhattan’s flagship facing Bryant Park, though I’ve been in both, or even Boston’s impressive Copley Square hub. Two of those were unable to put their hands on the volumes I was seeking and had no idea where they’d gone.
Instead, let me praise some other collections that have given me joy. Unless otherwise specified, they’re public libraries.
Oh, my. I could add more. The North Carolina Quaker Meeting minutes archived at Guilford College, for one. The Chester County Historical Society’s library in West Chester, Pennsylvania, for another. The community outreach in Watertown, Massachusetts, or Dover, New Hampshire, or the Peavey Memorial here in Eastport, Maine, for yet more. Meanwhile, what do we do a digital library? Consider Earlham College in Richmond, Indiana, with its online historical trove of Quaker writings presents both the original page and a readable transcription to flip among. As a researcher, it’s quite amazing to be able to read these books and tracts in the comfort of your own home rather than having to fly to London or some other distance for the only available copy.
Or complaints about some others where I’ve lived.
In my estimation, a good library is an essential component of public social vitality.

The weather’s looking lowery.
When my poetic focus shifted in the early ‘90s from nature to romantic love as I had known it, Wakoski hit home for me. Hers were love poems but far from the sunlight, chocolate, and roses “I can’t live without you” stereotype of the hopeless/helpless romantic.
Hers were alive in an admission of the continuing impact of adolescent awakening and desire, no matter your age, and the imagery was unmistakably American with a rock’n’roll plus Hollywood warp.
The title Motorcycle Betrayal Poems captures the energy, and her fine volumes from Black Sparrow Press fill a stretch of a shelf in my library.
She was a kind of guardian angel in a stream of poems I produced in the decade. For a sample, see my Blue Rock ebook collection.
CAMRADRY
CALGARY
CAVERLY
ADMIRABLY
CALVARY
CAVALRY

Centerpiece on our dining table by someone who doesn’t think of herself as an artist. It includes her homemade votive candles, if you were curious.
if not a schooner
a ketch

Technically, a ketch rather than a schooner.
the Angelique a beautiful ketch
at anchor nearby
rust-colored sails
quite distinctive
yes, ketch that

everyone else went ashore in the yawl
to the boat school etc.
Brooklin
just me and the crew left aboard
someone in a white sweatshirt
jumping rope on the dock
the sound of the slapping rope
across the water
caught my attention
finally wearing my new hoodie
with its kangaroo pocket
learned that phrase yesterday
Joe bought the E.B. White democracy book while ashore
after hearing us discuss the author
(the son became a famed boat builder)
boat school temp tattoos stamped
on other passengers, crew
we’re leaving the Angelique at anchor
I’d love to know the story. Every time we travel to or from Bangor or beyond, we pass this well-maintained memorial along Maine Route 9, “the Airline Highway,” in Township 24. It’s just east of the Wilderness Lodge. I finally stopped to investigate but found no names or dates. Do any of you Mainers know more?

So far, I’ve found nothing solid.
One person said something about a hit-and-run that’s never been solved.
As former radio newscaster Tom McLaughlin said, “There are plenty of places around here where something happened and there’s no memorial at all.”
He added, “Jnana, there have been so many crashes and fatals on Route 9 in the time I was covering news (1992-2016). That may have been from a crash in July 2002 that killed a guy from Perry and injured his brother who may have succumbed later. Also in that general area, a dad, mom and older son from Calais died in a head-on crash on a snowy night 20 or so years ago. Guess I haven’t given you anything definitive, here. Not sure who I can ask. All the troopers I knew back then are long retired.”
The state’s fatal crashes web site turned up nothing.
So that’s where it stands for now.