Another round of Proust as a prompt

I recently deleted a file full of personal questions.

Personally, most of them didn’t fit, and besides, now that I’m no longer submitting writing to quarterlies and reviews for publication, I have no need for my own contributor’s notes.

Still, I found these responses from working other sets of questions. I am curious how you’d answer.

• CREATIVE WORK ENVIRONMENT: Solitary.
• WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BEDROOM? Pure white with Japanese blue accents
• OH HAPPY DAY: Sitting in the warm silence after Quaker meeting for worship has settled. Especially when the aches and pains stay away at this age.
• Or a summer afternoon along our pocket beach of the North Atlantic.
• Or dining together on our deck in warm weather or sitting beside a wood fire in winter.
• SPACE JAM: Coming upon the wild rhododendrons in full bloom atop Roan High Knob in North Carolina after a wild of arduous backpacking on the Appalachian Trail as an awakening adolescent.
• RECENT INSPIRATION: Choral singing.
• DREAM SUBJECTS: Eagles, osprey, whales, time under sail on the water.
• DREAM ASSIGNMENTS: The fine arts, spiritual community.
• WHOLE NEW WORLDS: The many dimensions of life my college girlfriend introduced to me, the life-changing experiences of the ashram, living in the desert orchard in Washington state, New England with the amazing woman in my life.
• FIRST BRUSH WITH FAME: Sessions with any of the cartoonists and columnists I served as a newspaper syndicate field representative, or was it …
• WHAT WOULD YOU BE IF YOU WEREN’T A WRITER? Really retired. At this point, the question is better recast, “What would you have been?” – something I never could quite figure out.
• WHAT COLOR AUTOMATICALLY LIFTS YOUR SPIRITS? Cobalt, indigo, or electric blue.
• THANKFUL FOR: The three incredible divas in my life, even though they don’t sing, as well as Cobscook Friends Meeting.
• FLOWERS: Daffodils, rhododendron, lilacs, sunflowers.
• DESSERT: Crème brule or rich vanilla ice cream.
• SNACK: Cashews, grilled cheese sandwiches, popcorn.
• GADGET: A corkscrew, branch loppers, charcoal grill ignition tower.
• CURRENT HOBBYHORSE: American Illuminist composers, as I term the Romantic-era masters.
• Also, Quaker Light/Seed/Truth.
• CLOTHING & DECOR STYLE: Yard sales, touch of Amish. Unpretentious and comfortable.
• DOMINANT COLOR IN MY WARDROBE: Shades of gray.
• PROFESSIONAL PEAK (SO FAR): Publication of  the novels.
• MUSICAL THERAPY: A cappella part-singing
• RECENT TRIPS: Cruising in the historic schooner Lewis R. French on Penobscot Bay.
• FAVORITE MOMENT: Sliding into bed next to my wife.
• MY CARD: The usual MC or Visa.
• WORST GUILT TRIP: Ahem. (Things I’ve said, over the years.)
• WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH? Both Lutherans, one a year older than me and now deceased.
• WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE? Kay, after high school
• WHAT’S YOUR MOST FEMININE QUALITY? Tears, on the rare occasions when they come.
• WHAT WOMAN IS YOUR GUILTY FANTASY? Freckles.
• IS THERE ANYTHING YOU MISS ABOUT BEING UNATTACHED? Well, there was discretionary income.
• WITH SO MUCH COMPETITION, HOW DO YOU SIZE UP? I’ve largely moved solo, to my own beat, in out-of-the-mainstream circles.
• YOU ALWAYS NEED MORE: Time. Or is that compassion?
• EVERYONE COULD ALWAYS DO WITH LESS: Self-absorption.
• WHY I DO WHAT I DO: To remember, to discover where I’ve been, to look closer at my experience of life, to map the trail of my life, especially when it reflects others.
• BONA FIDES: BA in political science, Indiana University, working with Vincent Ostrom; extended residency in the Poconos Ashram, Swami Lakshmy-Devi’s hermitage; two published novels
• GOLD-STAR EXCELLENCE: Eagle Scout in sixth-grade, yes siree
• AMBITIONS: To develop a widespread readership; to rebuild the Society of Friends.
• FAVORITE SPOTS: The Bold Coast of Downeast Maine, the sub-Alpine range of Mount Rainier, Music Hall in Cincinnati.
• WOULD LOVE TO HAVE DINNER WITH: My great-great-great-great-great-great-grandfather, George Hodgson, to confirm the pirate attack in crossing to America and learn the details, including the names of his parents and siblings and his relationship with Moses Harland, whom I presume to be his uncle.
• YOU CAN NEVER HAVE TOO MANY: True friends.
• ONE DAY I HAD HOPED TO: Be influential and famous.
• FAVORITE DISCOVERY: The early Quaker understanding and practice of Light/Seed/Truth.
• NECESSARY EXTRAVAGANCE: Owning an old house.
• FAVORITE CHARITY: Dover Friends Meeting. Also, local arts organizations, public radio, American Friends Service Committee, Friends Committee on National Legislation.
• CAR: An old Chevy Sonic, but my favorite was a very used canary-color BMW 1600 coupe.
• COCKTAIL: very dry martini (Bombay sapphire, with olives).
• CREATIVE WORK ENVIRONMENT: solitary at the keyboard beside the north window, with or without classical music.
• PROFESSIONAL PEAK (AS A JOURNALIST): East Coast field representative for Tribune Media Services newspaper syndicate
• MOST UNUSUAL GIFT: A slice of rubber Swiss cheese in the mail; blown-glass Galileo weather globes; a bottle of dishwashing detergent and two towels as a wedding present.
• MOST INTERESTING SOUVENIR: Cow skull and elk vertebrae from the Yakima Valley.
• WHAT IS YOUR MOST MASCULINE QUALITY? Snoring. Aversion to shopping. Fire-building skills. Sense of direction. Love of the wild outdoors. Immersion in single projects from start to finish. Closing doors, turning off lights. Trapping and transporting squirrels. A readiness to catch bugs and crush them with my fingers.
• WHAT’S THE ONE THING IN YOUR MEDICINE CABINET YOU WOULDN’T WANT OTHERS TO KNOW ABOUT? All the bottles that have long passed their expiration date.
• WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT PROJECT? All of this blogging. And cleaning up some earlier collections.
• BREAKTHROUGH MOMENT: When diagramming sentences began to make sense. Enrolling in my first course with Vincent Ostrom. Taking up yoga. Moving to Yakima. Moving to Baltimore. Undergoing psychotherapy. Moving to New England.
• THE ROAD NOT TAKEN: Returning to the ashram, when Swami demanded. Dropping my partner before the wedding or in Yakima. Going to work at the Detroit Free Press. Admitting there was no future with the cellist and thus moving directly to New England, rather than Baltimore. Plainness, along the lines of dairy farming in the valley.

Revisiting these exercises, I’m struck by how many other desires not included here have been fulfilled or are no longer applicable. Consider CAN’T WRITE WITHOUT: caffeine. Today my mug’s filled with decaf, per doctor’s orders. Caffeine counteracts one of my meds.